Crimbus!

Christmas was totally awesome this year, even though it was just me, my momma, my awesome grandma, and my awesome aunt and uncle. I felt so funny. Here I am, 18 years old, and every present I got from my mom was Disney Princess (mainly Belle of course), and I loved every single thing. I'm glad to hear that everyone else had a good Christmas too!

So I'm kinda behind on going to the movies, or even hearing about good ones, and tomorrow my mom and I are planning on seeing one. She didn't like the Twilight books, so that's out of the question. The only other ones that look good right now are Australia and Marley and Me. Does anyone have any input on which to go see?

Awesome

I think I have one of the more pointless existing blogs, but they're fun for me. I'm feeling happy and it's awesome! My sickness is finally abating, I'm doing better in school (even though I am a little stressed out), and Christmas is here! Here's why Christmas is awesome in my eyes.

- I'm nostalgic, so childhood memories everywhere is totally awesome
- I love the snow! I don't care much for the cold, but when the snow comes in fully I will be elated
- I love seeing my family so happy and being able to be part of the source of their happiness
- I get to show the people I care for the appreciation they deserve, even though some of them are still a little abused. I still care for them, but there's not much I can do to help, being moneyless and short on time. Which is a little bit of a setback to my happiness
- I get to sleep in, and still work on school so I'm not driving myself crazy, but still not stressing out
- SUGAR COOKIES!!
- Hot drinks when it's cold
- Wearing my comfortable winter clothes, which are freakin cute too (total bonus)
- Watching movies with friends and family is way more fun in the winter for some reason, probably because you're inside where it's warm
- I've learned new words that make me sound intelligent haha

This is why Christmas/winter is so awesome. If any of you are feeling down, I recommend remembering what you're happy for. It's pretty therapeutic, a little cheesy maybe, but totally worth it :)

How many times is this gonna happen?

It's a mystery, that's for sure. I got tonsillitis, for the 5th time this year. Then Saturday it turned into a fever, and today it turned into a cold. Before I got the fever I called an ear/throat/nose specialist, on my very own (how grown up do I feel). How obnoxious is it that my appointment is over a month away? Very. But I'm probably gonna get these suckers ripped out and then I'm gonna live on ice cream, broth, and yogurt for a while. Awesome. We should celebrate tonsillitis everyday! Psyche.

P.S. I'm probably the first person that's said psyche since 1999

Hike School

Well I'm not out of high school yet but I'm bored and don't want to do homework yet haha. Don't get mad at me because I've already finished three packets this week!


1. Did you date someone from your school? Yup, and two not from my school but I was stupid

2. What kind of car did you drive? I don't want to talk about it

3. Were you a party animal? When I wasn't grounded I was out playing a lot. I've grown up so much haha

4. Were you considered a flirt? I doubt it

5. Were you in band, orchestra or choir? Bella Voce, the Bella Voce and A Capella, the Ladies A Capella, then Voice Tec. I miss choir dearly

6. Were you a nerd? Probably in some ways. I like playing chess, just not with Rich because he wins every time

7. Were you on any varsity teams? Haha no, I'm too lazy sadly

8. Did you get suspended/expelled? Nope, never have

9. Can you still sing the fight song? I never knew it in the first place, just bits and pieces

10. Who were your favorite teachers? Probably Mr. Fong, his class was awesome

11. Where did you sit during lunch? By the school store or at someone's house

12. What was your school's full name? Mountain View High School and now East Shore High School

13. School mascot? Bruin but now it's a Mustang

14. If you could go back and do it again, would you? I would probably do it better, if I had to

15. What do you remember most about graduation? um....how excited I am for it haha

16. What did you do for senior skip day? Does someone want to tell me when senior skip day is?

17. Were you in any clubs? Not so much. You could probably count Voice Technique as a club because that's what it felt like

18. Have you gained weight since then? I gain weight, I lose weight, I don't know what's up with my body sometimes

19. Who was your prom date? Never been to prom

20. Are you planning on going to your 20-year reunion? Rich if you don't go with me I'm probably gonna end up going, especially if there's nothing to do. Well, maybe not because I don't like a lot a people from Mountain View and I don't know a lot of people from East Shore. I'm so lame

So I haven't posted a bulletin for a while, and I guess it's because I hate to complain online and that's all I feel like doing right now. I just am I completely overwhelmed, to the point where it's not funny. I wish I had a shoulder to cry on right now, and when I think about that I keep thinking about more negative stuff and it's driving me crazy. I can't wait for Christmas, I'll still be stressed like none other but it's the only time of year when I can be happy, pretty much no matter what, especially this year. *sigh* Hello reality! I find it hard to believe my mom when she tells me I'm such a strong person when I handle things so badly. Does anyone have any advice? Or can someone just come pat me on the back and say "aww poor baby"? I think I need it.

p.s. I promise I am not a normally a whiny, negative person.

Sigh

I hate reality

Disneyland! (With pictures this time)

Here's a slideshow of pictures from Disneyland just in case any of you were just absolutely dying to see some pictures.